My name is Raksmey as of exactly one month ago. I changed my name on the 11th at 22.33pm after a life altering discovery during a plant medicine ceremony at the mystical caves of Kampot pre-Angkorean, the birthplace of dragons.
I have been taking this sacred medicine Ayahuasca anciently known as Soma in India for the past 10 years. I have facilitated 3 shamans and got trained under one of them. Then one night after a ceremony I quit my job and decided to take the call of Mother Ayahuasca to start working with the plant and the cosmic collective fully surrendering detached to any outcome. Since then I have seen my demons, my divinity, my true friends, my many gifts, soul retrievals, karmic ties, insane past lives, quantum future lives, meeting Gods themselves, earth shattering traumas, breakdown of delusions and communication and much, much more. I wish to share some of the recent insights in the hopes to ignite the cosmic outbreath in you.
We are often reminded by people around us to have self-awareness. But the medicine brought our attention to loving awareness. It is something which is rarely ever emphasized in most of our communities. Imagine what we could do once we have leveled up to loving awareness from self-awareness. It can be a birth place for omni love, a type of love than can only come from a place of love, an authentic love. I could just melt. When we use soft love, tough love and self-love it equals to omni love…how mindblowing. Intrinsic awareness is the container or space itself of all awareness which encompasses loving self-awareness. I’m aware this is getting a tad meta-physical.
Another teaching we received was on selfless wisdom. Most people are ready to impart their wisdom or give of themselves fully at the point of ‘’I’ll do anything for you, I would die for you…’’ but how many of us actually say to someone ‘’…I will live for you…’’ Actually truly live for people, no need for martyrdom.
We were blessed to have a Godsent client last week who taught us during the ceremony about what it is to be empowered. He showed us self-love doesn’t pity self just because of limitations and how the planet is mostly designed for the able bodied. He showed us there is a way for everything, but how badly do you want it? He left us feeling inspired to be more, and do more. He also taught us forgiveness can help release anger but it doesn’t release fear, that’s up to us. If one is not willing to surrender which means accept your own karmas then they no longer are attached to their karma. Don’t let past karmas define who u are now and use it to be ashamed of self.
How in life have we been cooking food for other people but eating for them. People expect us to eat the food for them and then get angry when they don’t feel the nutrition. Eat the food yourself and tell us how it tastes. Feeling through all of the agony will only energize you, once stripped from the lies. With that in mind I will leave you with this note, have you nourished your soul this week? This is Raksmey leaving you in the dharma garden of contemplation. Have a wonderful weekend.